I have always been called moody by my family. They think I always did what I wanted.. without giving a thought..and about consequences.. and they are right with that..
I did what I wanted to do in education..( though never completed it.. Seems Education is never in my life... Always started.. and left in mid of it.. ) Succeeded in doing small stuffs.. Jugad as we call in India... have been able to survive in the city of Mumbai.. though in an area of not great reputations..
Last two months have been very eventfull.. i came on this site .. with a specifc purpose.. thought may be i can try writing with my minimum skills in Vacob... Someone told people good in MAths are bad in Language.. fact is I am bad in both.. I am good in just table of 5 or so..
back to exiciting last two months.. have been continuing to act on my gut feeling.. drove on roads which I had never done for 11 years.. and had never planned to ... travel.. have been doing things which give just momentary satisfactions... and I know it has taken my life.. where I cant go back ..
Just realized Life does not have Reverse Gear.. it just has a back mirror.. through which we see the milestones .. ur crashes in ur life.. and sometime we dont want to move ahead .. because the view from the back is mirror is so memorable.. that we don't want to go ahead and try some thing new in life...
I am moving on the roads.. where I dont have destination.. I started driving on this expressway.. thinking that the journey would be interesting...a short trip... but I now feel that this is the way my life has to go.. I have started liking the other travelers on the road... they have their own destinations.. but i want that we should have same destination.. I have changed my route ... lets see where it takes me... I have decided to remove the back mirror.. and just look forward.. but seems the road is dark., and unknown.. completely dependent on the fellow traveller...when they overtake me...and I am left alone.. and then it seems to me I am heading toward Blackhole...
Just reminded me of a movie song...Maine dil se kaha ..dhoondh lana khushi..Nasamajh laya gham to ye gham hi sahi.
I used Red.. as thatz the like of fellow traveller.. may be I will get some brownie points...
Oh Valorous Heart ...
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KahloRivera
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Oh Valorous Heart ...
dependency on anyone is wrong. If you think you are heading towards a blackhole it is better to mend your ways for minimal impact to you. GoodLuck!
Oh Valorous Heart ...
KahloRivera;469494dependency on anyone is wrong. If you think you are heading towards a blackhole it is better to mend your ways for minimal impact to you. GoodLuck!
Well I said ... I have done things impulisvely which my heart says is right thing to do.. it has not still told me to refrain myself... Also.. on expressway if u pull yourself.. some one may hit u from back.. better to continue travel.. may be I will find some new way of living....
Ab to socha hai.. damaan hee tera thamenge.. haath jab hamne uthaye duwa bhol gaye... (I have decided to hold on to u... am not a good translator.. as I said.. have never completed my education....)